A Star in a Stoneboat

Never tell me that not one star of all
That slip from heaven at night and softly fall
Has been picked up with stones to build a wall.

Some laborer found one faded and stone-cold,
And saving that its weight suggested gold
And tugged it from his first too certain hold,

He noticed nothing in it to remark.
He was not used to handling stars thrown dark
And lifeless from an interrupted arc.

He did not recognize in that smooth coal
The one thing palpable besides the soul
To penetrate the air in which we roll.

He did not see how like a flying thing
It brooded ant eggs, and bad one large wing,
One not so large for flying in a ring,

And a long Bird of Paradise’s tail
(Though these when not in use to fly and trail
It drew back in its body like a snail);

Nor know that be might move it from the spot—
The harm was done: from having been star-shot
The very nature of the soil was hot

And burning to yield flowers instead of grain,
Flowers fanned and not put out by all the rain
Poured on them by his prayers prayed in vain.

He moved it roughly with an iron bar,
He loaded an old stoneboat with the star
And not, as you might think, a flying car,

Such as even poets would admit perforce
More practical than Pegasus the horse
If it could put a star back in its course.

He dragged it through the plowed ground at a pace
But faintly reminiscent of the race
Of jostling rock in interstellar space.

It went for building stone, and I, as though
Commanded in a dream, forever go
To right the wrong that this should have been so.

Yet ask where else it could have gone as well,
I do not know—I cannot stop to tell:
He might have left it lying where it fell.

From following walls I never lift my eye,
Except at night to places in the sky
Where showers of charted meteors let fly.

Some may know what they seek in school and church,
And why they seek it there; for what I search
I must go measuring stone walls, perch on perch;

Sure that though not a star of death and birth,
So not to be compared, perhaps, in worth
To such resorts of life as Mars and Earth—

Though not, I say, a star of death and sin,
It yet has poles, and only needs a spin
To show its worldly nature and begin

To chafe and shuffle in my calloused palm
And run off in strange tangents with my arm,
As fish do with the line in first alarm.

Such as it is, it promises the prize
Of the one world complete in any size
That I am like to compass, fool or wise.

By kristiemanning Posted in LIT

REPOST: Spitting Some Thoughts…

You told me to just come over and lay down with you.
I was blinded by your speech
and I played along for the joy ride too.
It was an entertaining preach,
but listen to your own words,
if you were only 2/3rds of the man I heard,
you wouldn’t have to teach these birds how to fly
I’m the pilot on command,
on this trek,
and we’re bout to wreck,
the captain of the crew,
I’m a manned satellite, orbiting around you
and . . .

Welcome to “Candy Land.”
Do you wanna be my man?
You wanna Play?  Be my flavor of the week?
Weigh the pros and cons if you decide to stay.
pique my interest, get my attention.
Release all this energy, and sexual tension,
on your wasted pretension.
I’ve got vocabulary and technique,
too strong for the weak,
I’m a rare breed, someone unique.
if you wanna stay the high way,
No room for drama,  just time for play.
Up in the clouds you wanna stay asleep,
But I’m wide awake and my mind wants to go deep.

Kristie Manning inc…
You’re only as good as your weakest link.
Check out all my ink.
I’m particular in the company  I keep.
5 star crew.
So I’m kickin’ it with you.
Learn some Wing Chun Kung Fu,
We’re chillin’ like a Buddhist monk,
But we get down so you better rethink punk,
Next time we roll out to the club drunk,
Don’t come at me with your bunk speech,
Hate speech.
I’ll let you know when it’s your turn to speak. 

I’ll teach you lessons in grammar,
I’m about to drop the hammer,
There is a difference between “their and “there.”
What happened to all your hair?
You wouldn’t know you anal cavity,
from a blunt terrestrial erosion,
gravity has me repelling you,
No need to show emotion,
Oh! Is that too big words for you?
Your tattoo’s tell your age,
those flames and skulls on your sleeve,
You look like you work for minimum wage.
OH you quit being a pastor for 20 years,
to be a drug dealer, Cheers… to that!

You’re coming up in the world my friend!
When’s the last time you went to the gym?
the last time I couldn’t see my feet I was 9 months preg.
I’m fine and looking slim,
n guys just can’t wait to get in.
Stop humping my leg.
Wait your turn in line, get on the list.
You won’t go away, you’re like a cancer, or a cyst.
Keep on creeping, ’cause to me… YOU DON’T EVEN FUCKIN’ EXIST!

by me

xoxo

Stranger

I know a stranger with dangerous eyes,
an avid text messag-er exchanger, who likes to tell lies,
False avatars only guise the disguised,
texting me all day, until my phone dies,
and turned my phone into a 24 hour amusement park.
He calls me his boss and thinks I’m a shark,
who swims in the balance of the light and dark,
This isn’t the brand of cards Hallmark sells to you,
I want to poke holes in the fortress within,
Cut him open so light can get in,
everything that was or has ever been,
tells a story in dye on my back on my skin,
every needle that stung,
and every note that I sung,
was heroin on my tongue,
spitting poison from my lungs,
my name is Opium.
Don’t get too addicted.
Because I can be vindictive.
Old habits? I kicked it!

Deja Vu

We are so black and white, so contrast
Try saying incubus ten times fast,
when you laugh just remember my smile,
that you gave me and went on for a mile,
like a stretch on new york city,
that made Saks Fifth look shitty,
and you charmed me away with your rhythm and style,
and walking a block with you was all worth the while,
soulmates joined for a moment again,
not in this lifetime, will you be my friend?
will we meet again?
or is this the end?
maybe another time,
n you’ll remember my rhyme,
and that strange feeling of dejavu,
that in another lifetime, I loved you.

Spring, Winter, Fall,
THe seasons turned with you, and all
changed to winter, oh so cold,
a time with you when all was gold,
the frost has left my heart so numb,
in place you left trails of crumbs,
to remember that I once loved you,
and that strange feeling of deja vu.

It feels impossible to do
and painful as hell,
but I’ll be fine, I’ll be well,
Even though I know its goodbye
and though it’s hard to tell
It’s time to move on
But I don’t know why
it’s so hard to reply
and just pretend its okay,
and keep walking on by,
I want to ask you to stay,
when you still have a hard on
for my games and lullaby,
and u still want to sing,
and whatever the future will bring,
I will always love you,
no matter what you do
and that is deja vu.

xoxo

by me

Let Me Not to the Marriage Of True Minds

William Shakespeare (1564-1616) 

Let me not to the marriage of true minds,
admit impediments; love is not love
which alters when it alteration finds,
or bends with the remover to remove,
o’ no it is an ever-fixed mark,
that looks on tempest and is never shaken,
it is the star to every wand’ring bark,
whose worth’s unknown, although his height be taken,
love’s not times fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
within his bending sickles compass come
love alters not with his brief house and weeks.
but bears it out even to the edge of doom,
if this be error and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.

Mad World by Alex Parks

All around me are familiar faces

Worn out places worn out faces

Bright and early for their daily races

Going nowhere going nowhere

And their tears are filling up their glasses

No expression no expression

Hide my head i want to drown my sorrow

No tomorrow no tomorrow

And i find it kind of funny

I find it kind of sad

The dreams in which i’m dying

Are the best i’ve ever had

I find it hard to tell you

’cause i find it hard to take

When people run in circles

It’s a very very mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good

Happy birthday happy birthday

Made to feel the way that every child should

Sit and listen sit and listen

Went to school and i was very nervous

No one knew me no one knew me

Hello teacher tell me what’s my lesson

Look right through me look right through me

And i find it kind of funny

I find it kind of sad

The dreams in which i’m dying

Are the best i’ve ever had

I find it hard to tell you

’cause i find it hard to take

When people run in circles

It’s a very very mad world

Mad world mad world mad world

By kristiemanning Posted in LIT, NOTES

Puzzle Pieces

Puzzle pieces

You waste your time trying to bite your own ear
In your head youve created your own worst fear
The answer was always sitting here,
Love was blind to me my dear.

The rest is just whatever,
Disguised in words so clever,
Unable to unscramble a message unsevered,
Things fall apart so they can fall back together.

I am puzzle pieces
Many puzzle pieces
Broken puzzle pieces
Missing puzzle piece
I am standing here
Broken by the fear
Find the pieces dear
And make me whole again.